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Self​/​Doubt

by The Sheds

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1.
Self Doubt 02:16
Can’t go home to a house full of hate A place that judges me as soon as I wake Sleep doesn’t last I wake to a living nightmare I know I know I’m wrong because I think for myself As selfish as it sounds I do it all for me and no one else These sad songs are the soundtrack to my life And I’ll sing along
2.
Slash & Burn 03:11
When you said family did you think it would last The way you slash and burn whatever is in your path It makes me sick the way you deal Well I’m on to you soon I’ll be gnawing at your heels I’ll leave you with this warning, a peaceful aside There’s more to life than pain and battle cries My words don’t change much and neither does my mind If I don’t make a difference at least I know I tried It must be pretty easy going on and on again Living through each other, through all your other friends But maybe you’ll grow older and then one day you’ll see How you destroyed the rest of your family The music in my head won’t let me rest The muscles in my throat won’t let me scream Can’t sing myself to sleep tonight Will I ever sleep again I’ll sleep when I’m dead
3.
I don’t need excuses or reasons to be a man I’ve dealt with more than you’ll ever understand I’m one disappointment after another So share some wisdom from one to another The hate in your chest and the hole in your heart How do they fulfill you, where did it start (this world) This cold world that’s waiting outside It’s not afraid to tell me it’s not on my side Of course you’ve got demons well I’ve got mine too The difference is are yours are created by you Thanks for the inspiration, I’ll show you fucking heart Maybe I’ll give you a story and not some bullshit art The weight of this world may be too heavy to bear But when it crashes down on you you’ll see how much I care The lies you tell don’t seem to end, a wall of truth that will break once it bends It’ll bury you deep, I tell you you’re done let’s watch that slick tongue get you out of this one words like teeth, a bite will break skin no god of mine will relieve for your sins I tell you, I dare you, I beg you to stop Instead I’ll just wait for the bottle to drop I’ll build you up I’ll watch you fall When you crumble to pieces There will be nothing at all
4.
For finally being figured out I’ve never been more lost These days drag on forever Might as well hang from a cross Displayed for everyone to see Reach out as they stare up at me Realize I look down on them Such conformity I won’t accept This world won’t take my differences I won’t be shackled down like this This black sheep lays up all night 20 questions stuck in my mind “if we’re all made as equals why is perfection so hard to find” can’t count on sheep so I will think myself to sleep again can’t find solace, can’t find a place to lay my head Have you ever loved something that didn’t love you back Have you ever watched your wheels fall off the track I never thought I’d say this, Guess I spoke too soon But I guess I’m just not meant to bleed the same blood as you I know you’re helpless, watching your life fall apart I know you’re worthless, just like me
5.
Namesake 03:38
The past is the past and it will forever stay dead But I won’t let these memories clear from my head Our mural of strength has been painted black Our idol has fallen we must bring him back Those soft eyes have been sad too long They watched us grow through our rights and wrongs The hurt in your head can’t be worse than the hurt in our hearts The weight on your chest can be lighter if you want The earth spins like it or not It won’t wait for you I want to know where these habits came from This is not the man I knew When I close my eyes When I dream at night I think… The hurt in your head can’t be worse than the hurt in our hearts The weight on your chest can be lighter if you want The counter is covered in doubt You’ve spilled it from inside It leaves you with nowhere left to hide The past is in the past, it will forever stay dead But I won’t let these memories clear from my head

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released June 5, 2012

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